Current mood:	annoyed
Current music:	Out of Reach

Stressed out...
Yesterday was worst, today is terrible.

My love life is wretched now my work is slowly turning unto painful misery.

First, got scolded for having a petty argument infront the trainees. Damn, they told me that as a team we must show unity in front of other. Fuck it all up, bcoz my buddy --- duh can't call him my buddy though --- is so i-logical over the discussion for Quality. I mean for heaven sake, they are just trainees. Why couldn't he be a little lenient towards them. He reasoned out that we must not be lenient towards them, so when they hit the production floor, they will not be a bunch of headache, but still. THEY ARE NEWBIES. THEY ARE NERVOUS. AND THEY WILL NEVER DO SOMETHING NASTY ---YET--- SINCE THEY WANT TO IMPRESS. AND BOMBARDING THEM WITH A HORDE OF STUPID RULES. It's not right... It's not fair. Our wave had that treatment, I mean our QAR's was a little easy on us regarding the rules, and as an officer I do reckon that they too have that right.

Shit I'm to pissed off, that I want to smack him straight on the face.

Second, I will not be the one to get the sanctions, but my LEAD who knew nothing about the incident. That makes me feel guilty coz he knew nothing of the issue. And I knew to well how it feels to be sanctioned for something that you didnt do. It sucks big time. And to make matters worst, my lead would just say that it's ok. Don't let that thing bother me. It will slip out eventually. BUT IT BOTHERS ME AND I KNOW TOO WELL THAT IT WILL NOT SLIP OUT EVENTUALLY. I'm ranting again... shit... this is so frustrating. The moronic idiot is beside me right now and I'm having the urge to throw my clipboard and my avaya phone towards him.

Maybe I should just go down and smoke... or much better drown my misery over chocolate sundae. And when I get home I would definitely watch BLEACH again, and drown myself over Byakuya...


But still I'm pissed off