Floating...
I cannot say that I'm happy nor that I'm still being friendly with misery. So I'm somehow floating. Drifting from happiness to melancholy of sadness. I'm a bit happy since some one is trying to come back in my life. A bit gloomy because of certain issues welling up w/n my the four corners of my work place. I really cannot understand why do some people consider me as a competition, what more frustrates me is this people are my close friends. Guess, fear of betrayal still lingers in the depths of my soul. Sometimes I cannot understand myself, wether I want to be noticed or just remain as the little girl who nobody knows.

Though on the bright side the 13th month pay is near, that cheers me a lot. Finally I can purchase my own pen tablet and indulge my self in the thing I love to do most. CG art weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


I guess I should be more cheerful.